Dream of epic proportions

One thing really great thing about dreams is you can do things you couldn't do in real life. Last night I had a dream that i did something I have been meaning to for a very long time. The great thing was I got to do it, but no physical or emotional harm was done to anyone, including myself.

No, it wasn't hard drugs. It wasn't killing. It wasn't random sex with a stranger.

It was ten times more satisfying, riveting and scary.

I flipped someone off. (Not just any someone, a significant person in my life/past.)

This might seem small to you. Silly, even. Why would I feel so accomplished for doing something so small and innocent? Of course, this is not my first time flipping someone off- even in real life. Even I, the supposedly 'good girl' (which is bull by the way) has flipped people off before. This mostly includes harmless ones behind walls or doorways. Jonah gets the most of it, because he is the only one I get into fights with that i feel comfortable/close enough with to do that.

Anywho, back to my dream.

Well, in my dream, I am in this flat, light brown tan kind of area. Basically, the background was not important to the story.

So anyways, in my dream, I see these people/person. Because I am not rude, this non-age-or-gender-or number specific person/people in my life will simply be referred to as Person. Anyways, so I see this person, and I get angry. Really angry. All of my anger comes boiling to the surface and I flip them off. Just like that. I instantly regret it in my dream. ("Crapcrapcrap WHY DID I DO THAT") but decide, hey, I did it, might as well confront them. So I do. 

I confront them. 

The answer to the confrontation was hilarious now that I think about it.

I am not going to write it here, because this is public, and it might give away who it is.

(No, the person is not you. Hell, you probably don't know the person, or if you do you don't talk to the people/person. Trust me. I haven't talked to this person in a very very long time. Like, very.

Whoever you think it is, it's not.)

That is what I remember the most. I guess I go and flip off other people next. 

Heck, in my dream I am some crazy flip-you-off bitch who has all of my lifetime anger built up and just wants to stick my middle finger at anyone and everyone who has hurt me. Conveniently, for me, they were all in the same place.

What does this dream mean, do you ask?

Well, one, I have done a lot of thinking due to my infrequent but common isolation during the last week. During the night, I 'process' all of the things I haven't been able to during the day. it's really great. I love it. 

Dreaming is just fab.