Brief

I hate how insecure I am.

I hate how I am my own worst enemy on schoolwork.

I hate how I waste my time.

I hate how I am so bad at talking to people.

I hate how I literally hyperventilate when someone I don't know well messages me.

I hate how I try so hard to be liked but it only bites me in the ass.

I hate how I look so awkward when I walk.

I hate the way my body twitches and moves because of my ADD medication.

I hate how I need ADD medication.

I hate the way I walk and carry myself.

I hate the way my face looks in the morning.

I hate the way my eyebrows don't stay small.

I hate how I'm not cute and sweet and small and innocent. 

I hate how I'm not actually nice to everyone.

I hate how people think I am.

I hate how I cry so much.

I hate that I hate.

I love the fact I'm so lucky.

I love my room and my bed.

I love sleeping.

I love knowing I have people who would do anything for me.

I love having such a wonderful family.

I love knowing I have a home.

I love having friends.

I love my life.

I love that I can love.

that is all.